I've always been fond of pets,dogs in particular and little teeny-tiny puppies to be very specific.So needless to say,when a street dog in our locality gave birth to half a dozen puppies, i was all over them.I mean seriously,i would pet them for hours..feed them..run slowly so that they would catch up (this is when they were almost a month old and hence the running).
But yesterday,one of them..which was my lil sister's favorite one,passed away.His death is still a mystery.He wasn't weak at all,and he had been fine just a couple of hours ago.But the bottom line is that he is not here anymore.My sister had even named him and though she was inconsolable..my heart ached.
It wasnt our pet,and i had personally known it for just 3 days but something inside me ached a lot.I fear losing people/things a lot.It's something i can't even talk about.So what i'm trying to say it..that you dont need time to bond with a living thing..some things or people ...simply touch your heart.
R.I.P. Daniel.
We miss you.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Miss Independent
Yes, You guessed it right.
The BORE-DS (puns intended) are over.And i prefer not to talk about it..at all. I feel un-caged,as if i can breathe again. I know this sounds pretty far fetched but there are thousands of teen's who know exactly what i'm talking about. So besides updating my blog,i do have a couple other things to catch up on.
So..here goes my TO-DO list.Not in any specific order of priority.Enjoy! :P
1.Watch every movie i can get my hands on.I dont care if its as corny as CC2C or as boring as Billu,i just need to catch up on everything.
2.Read. Finally,i can do unlimited of one thing that i love (besides writing ofcourse). I'll need Siamese help on this one.And if any one of you have any good suggestions regarding books (fiction/non-fiction/non-boring/non-Shakespeare),please leave it as a comment,i would really appreciate that.
3.Learn to drive.Considering i abandoned my scooty after two weeks,this is goona be tough.Good luck dad.
4.Clear up the clutter.This is number one on my mom's list.My room is FULL of junk.Old newspapers,books,wrappers,pizza boxes,pamphlets,candy's,chocolates,chips packets hidden here and there.Its a complete mess.And don't even get me started on my jammed cupboards.
5.Fill up slam sheets.Well,i have been avoiding it partly because i didn't have that much time and party because when i give away the slam sheets,i'll kinda have to deal with the fact that we all are parting.
6.Learn to play the guitar.You must be thinking ,hey whats new about that?Everyone plays a guitar.But this is something i really wanna do.And yeah, i wanna learn salsa or jazz.
7.Sleep. A routine of 4-5 hours of sleep has messed me up.I slept at 3lastnight after watching a movie and got up around 9,when i didn't even have any studying to do.I have gotta start becoming lazy!!
8.READ the newspaper.And this does not include The Delhi Times and What's Hot.Well this is party because mom has been bugging me to start reading economic times (because i have commerce subjects) and partly because i really really need to get myself updated on what is happening in this world.
9.Update the blog at least once a week.My blog is over an year old and the poor thing just has 40 posts.This just makes me sad.I need to start posting total bull-shit more often.;)
10.Make sleepover plans with siamese.Yay! I'm really excited about the bitcha-ing sessions.
11.Make birthday presents.Well..Bengauli's present is due..and Abhi's birthday is coming up..and day after is Pepsi's birthday.Phew!I really need to get a start on this one.And if anyone has any ideas about somthing i can make and something that isn't explosive or anything like that,please lemme know.
12.Watch the entire grey's anatomy and friends series.
13.Visit my grandparents..cousins..aunts and uncles!! Miss em..! :(
14.Select the pictures to be printed and start working on the picture album.
15.Renew the play list.For god's sake I'm sick of these songs,i need a change.
16.Shop! shop! and Shop! Well..I'm a girl,what else do you expect from me?
Well,i guess i'm pretty much set for a couple of weeks.I'll keep adding as and when something new comes up.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
I don't remember..
The last time i danced in the rain...
The last time i sat in the balcony..and sipped hot coffee..
The last time i slept in my grandma's lap..
The last time i became a kid..with a kid..
The last time i hugged someone..and cried..
The last time i told someone i really cared bout,that i loved them..
The last time i really believed in something..
The last time i read a random book and was inspired by it..
The last time a saw a movie..that touched me..
The last time i barged into a friends house,just cause i was lonely..
The last time i was silent but i still got all my answers..
The last time i wrote a letter to my pen pal..
And..the last time..i left alive.
The last time i sat in the balcony..and sipped hot coffee..
The last time i slept in my grandma's lap..
The last time i became a kid..with a kid..
The last time i hugged someone..and cried..
The last time i told someone i really cared bout,that i loved them..
The last time i really believed in something..
The last time i read a random book and was inspired by it..
The last time a saw a movie..that touched me..
The last time i barged into a friends house,just cause i was lonely..
The last time i was silent but i still got all my answers..
The last time i wrote a letter to my pen pal..
And..the last time..i left alive.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
*This cannot be the end..but then...how come,it is!*.
1.Surprise 13th birthday party.
2.Rolling on the floor laughing (literally) and aakriti sitting in the middle-completely dazed.
3.The chips-and-dips tale of spooky stories,smilies,and lot of chips.
4.The first sleepover.blah blah blah blah.zzzzzzz...blah blah. "Get up pragya!" "Shut up Amanat".
5.The mood ring ..<3 and the choti pichkari. The dorky proposal and the pillow fight.
6.Chocolate ice cream at 3 am.
7.The online pranks and the masters of disguise.The rani of jhansi and several giggles.
8."Shut the computer,you can check the stupid mail later!!"
9.The strange rooftop holi party which ended up not bing strange at all. Some more giggles.
10."Lets all come online at 8. ok?"
11.The mangal pandey editing and our poor innocent prey's.*evil laughter*
12."Amanat? Stop talking.." "Amu...kuch bol na??"
13."I'm not pressurising you..but GET THE copy on thursay or your dead! Get it?"
14."Ye don bosco don bosco wala don bosco hai?"
15.The cool sea breeze and the yellow and pink creature in the water.
16.The blind churches.
17.The whispers and secret talks.
18.The ball dance in the middle of a movving train.
19."One two three...VIPPEY.." "Ooooo....girri girri girri."
20.The non stop laughter.
21.Mcdonalds get togethers.
22.Rustam Bruzo and Sultan.
23.Veggies,Coke,Smilies and 4 friends.
24.The slap in the middle of the maths class.*Shock*
25.The hidden bottles and the zillion non-working pens.
26.The torn notebooks and broken specs.
27.The 9feet talls dazed humans.
28.The 3 hour avte classes, the unbearable pj;s and the orange shirt.
29."Upar se vo saala...charsi bhi hai"
30."I'll kill you if you call me saint one more time.."
31.The name tales of diwan,bhandar and zamanat.
32."Vo to prateek bhaiya ke saath hogi..."
33."Out out out out out...." "Oddd...eve...1 2 3...odd eve"
34."New principal? Again??"
35.The favourite places and the invisible loo.
36.The pull-up-your-socks.The english illertrates and giddy-garden-goats.
37.The 3 clap versions and the constant crying.
38.The muttu swami.:P
39.The lost bags and bottles.
40.And ofcourse...the lost physics papers.
41.The class unity and the broken black boards.
42.The sealing and the empty class rooms.
43.The dumb physics teachers and the debate on sAnta and saaanta and the pronunciation of tangent.
44.The inseprable girls.
45.Choti si mannat and the shifting of rooms.
46.The fights for the back seats and the carefree songs.
47.First foes then friends.
48."I cant even remember when we became freinds..."
49."Dhoom macahale dhoom macahle dhoom." "Ye didi doordarshan mei bhaagti hai na?"
50.Whats his name? Ghudsavaar??
51.The long lost friends,the miser shopkeeper and the invisible kitchen.
52.The spirit calling,life in a metro and the broken heels.
53."Ok,lets start from her shoes......"
54."Amanat,do you think your hands can hold the handles?" "Happy hands" "Baby finger"
55."So..i call you sugar,and you call me calvin:=]"
56.The i-sketch games.
57.The long hours on net.
58."OK!We can easily reach her place..." "Ehm...so gk1 or 2?"
59."O billo rani kahon to abhi jaan de doon.."
60.The complate utilisation of resorces.LOL.
61.Of the new haircuts,the lenses and the stuff.
62."The sunshines and the hawt john"
63.The permission problems.
64."Dil mei mere hai darde disco.Darde disco darde disco."
65.Football,cricket,Foosball,CS,Badmintton and darkroom.
66.The daily icecreams.
67.The science/commerce debate.
68.The useless council.
69.The bengauli classmates.
70.Khali in disgusise.
71."Uhh god...these people are so disgusting.."
72.The shifting of home and making of new friends.
73."And in the middle of the bus she started dancing on deedar de.It was hi-larious."
74.The harry potter discussions.And the silent tears on dumbledores death.
75."I'll be there for you...when the rain starts to pour"
76.Ponta jokes.Even better,Diwan jokes.
77.The successful reording!
78.The farewell..<3
79.The batch party,conti,and teachers day! <3 <3
80.The really really late night conversations.
81.Some more silent tears.
82."I'll miss you..." "Don't say that yaar..."
83.The surprises in sports day.
84."Ali to mere bhai ke dog ka naam hai"
85.The drunk devdas.
86.The bunks...in the class itself.
87."Do we belong to this class..?"
88.The picnics.
89.The inumerable pictures.
90."Ok class...start writing.." "Maam wait..!!!"
91."You crazy girls...i thought you were all angels"
92.The broken tooth and the jaat boy.
93."Agar mai farewell tak patli ho gayi na...to mai net wali saari pehen ke aaongi"
94.The fRandships.
95.Our dostana.
96.The awesome foresome of XII E!
97."Dekha jo tujhe yaar dil mei baji guitar"
98.The chora!
99.The birthday poem..and the teddy bear (enormous).
100.The emotional gifts.
101.The pengunie.
102.Prngune number 2.
103.Seeti 1 and seeti 2.
104.The aalo ki sabzi,cholle bhauture,lemonade,the insane canteen prizes,the empy pockets,shahi paneer,chatni and namak mirch ka parantha.
105.Ye to style hai apna.
106.The Bomb-ardments.
107.The spit-incident and the racoon clip.
108.The flirty classmate.
109."No! they are not going around!"
110."DJ!...oye hoye...DJ!!"
111.The loverzzz point in goa.
112.Chcolate truffle.
113.The summer of '08.
114.City walk.
115.Ndtv discussions.
116."WE can never get a decent picture together?Can we?"
117.The pictures in the loo.
118.The scribbling on hands.And on the shirts ofcourse.
119.Some more pictures.
120.The last...everything!
121.Tears.
122.Slam sheets.
123.Some more tears..
124.Memories.
125.Best friends.
126.Some new friends..which will now remain for life.
127.The auto-dates.
128.The slumdog day.
129.Bigchill!
130.The chora and chori.
131.Annual function and the so called jazz dance.
132.The dance moves and the junk jwellery.
133.Saare discussions.
134.The pathetic dj!
135."Eye...saala...abhi abhi..hua yakeeeen"
136."Chor do aanchal..zamana kya kahega..."
137.The goodbyes.
138.The long walks towards the bus.
139.The borken promises.
140.The kept promises.
141.And some more...silent tears.
2.Rolling on the floor laughing (literally) and aakriti sitting in the middle-completely dazed.
3.The chips-and-dips tale of spooky stories,smilies,and lot of chips.
4.The first sleepover.blah blah blah blah.zzzzzzz...blah blah. "Get up pragya!" "Shut up Amanat".
5.The mood ring ..<3 and the choti pichkari. The dorky proposal and the pillow fight.
6.Chocolate ice cream at 3 am.
7.The online pranks and the masters of disguise.The rani of jhansi and several giggles.
8."Shut the computer,you can check the stupid mail later!!"
9.The strange rooftop holi party which ended up not bing strange at all. Some more giggles.
10."Lets all come online at 8. ok?"
11.The mangal pandey editing and our poor innocent prey's.*evil laughter*
12."Amanat? Stop talking.." "Amu...kuch bol na??"
13."I'm not pressurising you..but GET THE copy on thursay or your dead! Get it?"
14."Ye don bosco don bosco wala don bosco hai?"
15.The cool sea breeze and the yellow and pink creature in the water.
16.The blind churches.
17.The whispers and secret talks.
18.The ball dance in the middle of a movving train.
19."One two three...VIPPEY.." "Ooooo....girri girri girri."
20.The non stop laughter.
21.Mcdonalds get togethers.
22.Rustam Bruzo and Sultan.
23.Veggies,Coke,Smilies and 4 friends.
24.The slap in the middle of the maths class.*Shock*
25.The hidden bottles and the zillion non-working pens.
26.The torn notebooks and broken specs.
27.The 9feet talls dazed humans.
28.The 3 hour avte classes, the unbearable pj;s and the orange shirt.
29."Upar se vo saala...charsi bhi hai"
30."I'll kill you if you call me saint one more time.."
31.The name tales of diwan,bhandar and zamanat.
32."Vo to prateek bhaiya ke saath hogi..."
33."Out out out out out...." "Oddd...eve...1 2 3...odd eve"
34."New principal? Again??"
35.The favourite places and the invisible loo.
36.The pull-up-your-socks.The english illertrates and giddy-garden-goats.
37.The 3 clap versions and the constant crying.
38.The muttu swami.:P
39.The lost bags and bottles.
40.And ofcourse...the lost physics papers.
41.The class unity and the broken black boards.
42.The sealing and the empty class rooms.
43.The dumb physics teachers and the debate on sAnta and saaanta and the pronunciation of tangent.
44.The inseprable girls.
45.Choti si mannat and the shifting of rooms.
46.The fights for the back seats and the carefree songs.
47.First foes then friends.
48."I cant even remember when we became freinds..."
49."Dhoom macahale dhoom macahle dhoom." "Ye didi doordarshan mei bhaagti hai na?"
50.Whats his name? Ghudsavaar??
51.The long lost friends,the miser shopkeeper and the invisible kitchen.
52.The spirit calling,life in a metro and the broken heels.
53."Ok,lets start from her shoes......"
54."Amanat,do you think your hands can hold the handles?" "Happy hands" "Baby finger"
55."So..i call you sugar,and you call me calvin:=]"
56.The i-sketch games.
57.The long hours on net.
58."OK!We can easily reach her place..." "Ehm...so gk1 or 2?"
59."O billo rani kahon to abhi jaan de doon.."
60.The complate utilisation of resorces.LOL.
61.Of the new haircuts,the lenses and the stuff.
62."The sunshines and the hawt john"
63.The permission problems.
64."Dil mei mere hai darde disco.Darde disco darde disco."
65.Football,cricket,Foosball,CS,Badmintton and darkroom.
66.The daily icecreams.
67.The science/commerce debate.
68.The useless council.
69.The bengauli classmates.
70.Khali in disgusise.
71."Uhh god...these people are so disgusting.."
72.The shifting of home and making of new friends.
73."And in the middle of the bus she started dancing on deedar de.It was hi-larious."
74.The harry potter discussions.And the silent tears on dumbledores death.
75."I'll be there for you...when the rain starts to pour"
76.Ponta jokes.Even better,Diwan jokes.
77.The successful reording!
78.The farewell..<3
79.The batch party,conti,and teachers day! <3 <3
80.The really really late night conversations.
81.Some more silent tears.
82."I'll miss you..." "Don't say that yaar..."
83.The surprises in sports day.
84."Ali to mere bhai ke dog ka naam hai"
85.The drunk devdas.
86.The bunks...in the class itself.
87."Do we belong to this class..?"
88.The picnics.
89.The inumerable pictures.
90."Ok class...start writing.." "Maam wait..!!!"
91."You crazy girls...i thought you were all angels"
92.The broken tooth and the jaat boy.
93."Agar mai farewell tak patli ho gayi na...to mai net wali saari pehen ke aaongi"
94.The fRandships.
95.Our dostana.
96.The awesome foresome of XII E!
97."Dekha jo tujhe yaar dil mei baji guitar"
98.The chora!
99.The birthday poem..and the teddy bear (enormous).
100.The emotional gifts.
101.The pengunie.
102.Prngune number 2.
103.Seeti 1 and seeti 2.
104.The aalo ki sabzi,cholle bhauture,lemonade,the insane canteen prizes,the empy pockets,shahi paneer,chatni and namak mirch ka parantha.
105.Ye to style hai apna.
106.The Bomb-ardments.
107.The spit-incident and the racoon clip.
108.The flirty classmate.
109."No! they are not going around!"
110."DJ!...oye hoye...DJ!!"
111.The loverzzz point in goa.
112.Chcolate truffle.
113.The summer of '08.
114.City walk.
115.Ndtv discussions.
116."WE can never get a decent picture together?Can we?"
117.The pictures in the loo.
118.The scribbling on hands.And on the shirts ofcourse.
119.Some more pictures.
120.The last...everything!
121.Tears.
122.Slam sheets.
123.Some more tears..
124.Memories.
125.Best friends.
126.Some new friends..which will now remain for life.
127.The auto-dates.
128.The slumdog day.
129.Bigchill!
130.The chora and chori.
131.Annual function and the so called jazz dance.
132.The dance moves and the junk jwellery.
133.Saare discussions.
134.The pathetic dj!
135."Eye...saala...abhi abhi..hua yakeeeen"
136."Chor do aanchal..zamana kya kahega..."
137.The goodbyes.
138.The long walks towards the bus.
139.The borken promises.
140.The kept promises.
141.And some more...silent tears.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug ..
Too much Juno happening hun?
Has it ever happened with you,for instance you have really wanted something to happen,for years.you think about that one thing all the time.And after a long long time,when you feel that you may finally have it now...you realise that you never really wanted it all along.Like,it wasn't meant to be,and you are somehow glad with the situation.
Maybe its lack of caffeine or maybe its just 9 in the morning so i'm sounding really absurd.
I know i said that this little baby would be updated only after the mind numbing,soul sucking bore-ds,but i don't have anything better to do on this sunday morning,and hence the update.
So,the date sheet came out and it wasn't exactly inspiring.It actually led me into a state of mental trauma when i realised that i had some odd 3 days off for each of economics, accountancy and mathematics.Sigh.But like Emily told Andy in that flick..wtwazziit...Devil wears prada..yeah,..i'll just have to deal with it.Period.
After the pre's got over 2 of my bff's had some prior engaements which were unavoiadle(sheesh.what the hell is wrong with me?).So me and kinni ended up having a lunch with the guys and then i updated her about my so-called-catastrophic-life.And one thing led to another..
K-So,you mean you are actually gonna give up journo?
A-Yeah..i mean its not like i have a gift or something like that shit.So just a degree and an mba whold be A-class for moi.
K-ummm...yeah..maybe.
I feel like...kinda the person who gives up on something pretty easily..something i've been holding on to for suchha long time.But as juno said ..I really don't know what kinda girl i am.
*And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding*
Well,anyway the pre's are history but i've got this practical shit lined up for tomorrow and then there is the freaking result to dread.But the only hope of light is the continuation paltie on the 21st and i got my hands on this totally gorgeous piece from some store in GK.Another event 'round the corner is the farewell,but we'll leave that part out right now..some gazzillion memories will start haunting me otherwise.
*Haule se Gudgudata
Dil mein hulchul machata
Mein sharm se thi pani pani*
NO! I'm not mentally retarted,maybe i am..i doubt this sometimes.Anyway this is a piece from a song of the much-talked-about Slumdog.. Yeah,saw it yesterday..one heck of a flick,and that guy isnt half as bad..he's passabley cute actually..particularly in that one song..
Another thing,my cell phone has gone brain dead,i think siamese particularly will be glad to know this.*winks*
Nothing much has happened over the past few months actually so whenever i get some badly needed inspiration from somewhere i'll be right at it.
*There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how *
Has it ever happened with you,for instance you have really wanted something to happen,for years.you think about that one thing all the time.And after a long long time,when you feel that you may finally have it now...you realise that you never really wanted it all along.Like,it wasn't meant to be,and you are somehow glad with the situation.
Maybe its lack of caffeine or maybe its just 9 in the morning so i'm sounding really absurd.
I know i said that this little baby would be updated only after the mind numbing,soul sucking bore-ds,but i don't have anything better to do on this sunday morning,and hence the update.
So,the date sheet came out and it wasn't exactly inspiring.It actually led me into a state of mental trauma when i realised that i had some odd 3 days off for each of economics, accountancy and mathematics.Sigh.But like Emily told Andy in that flick..wtwazziit...Devil wears prada..yeah,..i'll just have to deal with it.Period.
After the pre's got over 2 of my bff's had some prior engaements which were unavoiadle(sheesh.what the hell is wrong with me?).So me and kinni ended up having a lunch with the guys and then i updated her about my so-called-catastrophic-life.And one thing led to another..
K-So,you mean you are actually gonna give up journo?
A-Yeah..i mean its not like i have a gift or something like that shit.So just a degree and an mba whold be A-class for moi.
K-ummm...yeah..maybe.
I feel like...kinda the person who gives up on something pretty easily..something i've been holding on to for suchha long time.But as juno said ..I really don't know what kinda girl i am.
*And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding*
Well,anyway the pre's are history but i've got this practical shit lined up for tomorrow and then there is the freaking result to dread.But the only hope of light is the continuation paltie on the 21st and i got my hands on this totally gorgeous piece from some store in GK.Another event 'round the corner is the farewell,but we'll leave that part out right now..some gazzillion memories will start haunting me otherwise.
*Haule se Gudgudata
Dil mein hulchul machata
Mein sharm se thi pani pani*
NO! I'm not mentally retarted,maybe i am..i doubt this sometimes.Anyway this is a piece from a song of the much-talked-about Slumdog.. Yeah,saw it yesterday..one heck of a flick,and that guy isnt half as bad..he's passabley cute actually..particularly in that one song..
Another thing,my cell phone has gone brain dead,i think siamese particularly will be glad to know this.*winks*
Nothing much has happened over the past few months actually so whenever i get some badly needed inspiration from somewhere i'll be right at it.
*There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how *
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
You know winters are here..
1.When you hear me going *Cough* *Ahhh..chooo* *#4%##@* *AAACHOO*!
2.When my sister loathes me for switching off the fan when the neighbors still have their A/C switched on.
3.When you hear me in the shower cursing the chilly water,and the cold floor.
4.When i refuse to get out from under the covers and demand breakfast,lunch,dinner,tea in bed.
5.When i ask my mother to unpack ALL the woolens and insist on wearing woolen socks when others are very comfortable with half sleeved shirts.
6.When there are regular fights between me and my friends in tuition whether to switch off the fan or not.
7.When i use 23746383939 lotions and still hands remain dry.
8.When i curse the stupid clouds and the winter sun seems like a bliss.
9.When i refuse to move 2 inches and ask my lil brother to get my crocks,which by the way are right beside me.
10.When my hands are in gloves and i ask my mom/dad/sis/bro/random aunt/uncle/whatever to turn the stupid page of the book i'm reading.
11.When you heard me asking every other person,"Tujhe thand nahin lagti kya?"
12.When you see my status as *Wake me up,when december ends*
13.When i reject the milk in the morning because it is so cold that my hands have become numb from holding the glass.
14.I ask for hot tea/coffee/chocolate where ever i go.
15.But despite everything,you see me having chilled frozen ice creams one after the other.
2.When my sister loathes me for switching off the fan when the neighbors still have their A/C switched on.
3.When you hear me in the shower cursing the chilly water,and the cold floor.
4.When i refuse to get out from under the covers and demand breakfast,lunch,dinner,tea
5.When i ask my mother to unpack ALL the woolens and insist on wearing woolen socks when others are very comfortable with half sleeved shirts.
6.When there are regular fights between me and my friends in tuition whether to switch off the fan or not.
7.When i use 23746383939 lotions and still hands remain dry.
8.When i curse the stupid clouds and the winter sun seems like a bliss.
9.When i refuse to move 2 inches and ask my lil brother to get my crocks,which by the way are right beside me.
10.When my hands are in gloves and i ask my mom/dad/sis/bro/random aunt/uncle/whatever to turn the stupid page of the book i'm reading.
11.When you heard me asking every other person,"Tujhe thand nahin lagti kya?"
12.When you see my status as *Wake me up,when december ends*
13.When i reject the milk in the morning because it is so cold that my hands have become numb from holding the glass.
14.I ask for hot tea/coffee/chocolate where ever i go.
15.But despite everything,you see me having chilled frozen ice creams one after the other.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Nostalgia..lingers on..!
I cannot digest the fact that i can actually count the two digit number of days left for school to end,43 to be precise. Its not that i like school,its just that i love it with every part of my being.No matter how bad some of our days have been,and no matter how much our teachers have tortured us,all of us have this special spot for 'school' in our hearts.
And the fact that i unconditionally,and truly madly deeply adore my friends is gonna make the separation even harder.Some of my buddies are making scrapbooks so that they can relive these days..i on the other hand decided to write a blog about it..(pretty neat hun? Well..i'm basically too lazy to cut out pictures and use glitter pens on sheets of paper and then assemble all of it).
Anyway.. "school" has a weird effect on me..there is so much i want to say..but somehow i'm out of words right now...
I came to BVN in the 8th grade...with the fear of not knowing anybody..and now very soon i'll leave with tears after knowing everyone for almost 4 years..!
There are endless little little incidents which i think..ill never forget...
I'm gonna miss....
1.Bunking assembly with the patent "we are batch holders" excuse
2.coming late to all the classes and then escaping every single time..
3.Amanat: Yaar..Loo chal rahi hai?
Pragya(looking outside the window): nahi yaar loo to nai chal rahi.
4.Going to the loo and cursing the school for not putting up mirrors and finding new graffiti by 11thies..everyday!
5.Copying duggals dance moves everytime she turns her back on us...(Aise debit karte hain...aise credit karte hain).
6.Bunking games period and then taking rounds of the field as punishment..or even better-picking up small pebbles from the field..!
7.Mixing up shubro and shoumendu's names on purpose and then seeing them fume!!
8.Staring at nitika's CLIP and making 1001 jokes on it..
9.Telling pepsi to act like a GIRL...!!!
10.Cows and bulls
11.Going to canteen every single day...with an empty pocket and coming out with a full tummy..
12.Running around in the canteen to steal just one sip of leamonade
13.Playing 'oonch neech ka paapda' and 'chupan chupaai' and then..being imitated by 11thies doing the same
14.NEVER doing house work
15.Running for free ice cream..
16.TREATS!!
17.Gossip sessions..early in the morning
18.Finishing off kinnis sandwiches at 7.15 am and setting a new record!
19.Clicking inumerable pictures in all dumb poses!
20.About turn on seeing vineeta kaul/vicey
21.Making new plans on bunking school every week..(and still not having the guts....)
22.Ultra cute senior head boys ;)
23.Teachers ki saari par discussion..[Duggal ke paas aur koi saari nai hai kya?? PJ ki saari's uski mum in law laati hai..kool na?? Ye every monday white saari hi kyun pahanti hai??????]
24.Preparing for farewell dances and BANTA ke shout sessions..!!
25.Teachers day..:)
26.Batch party..!!! :) :)
27.Gurnoor: Ye khali ki awaaz mei kaun baat kar raha hai?
28.BHOPUUU!!!!
29.Senti moments with shimsu...cursing the ediotic guys with the patent "We are much better off with out them!! "
30.BEST FRIENDS
31.Taking out a 100 faults about school..and still loving it!
32.But pappu cant dance saala!! :)
33."Oye...best of luck nahi...all the best bol!! "
34.Using annual function as an excuse to bunk 237574985976447 classes.
35."Why the hell cant we get cell phones to school??"
36."Havent heard of bvn? arrey...city walk ke peeche hai humara school!! "
37.Crying...and then being consoled..!:(
38.Fighting for little bites from your own tiffin box
39."abey...shit!!aaj uska b'day hai?? Maine to 12 o clock usse wish hi nahi kiya!!"
40."Baaraah (12) baj gayeeee!!" :P
41.Singh is kinng..singh is kinng..singh is kinng..!!
42.zeezooo
43.Ohhhhh..giri giri giri..
44.Puppy power
45."omg..did u see what she was wearing??!!"
46."Fuck! bell kab baji??? Vandy maam jaan le lengi!! "
well... "to be continued"
I;m too nostalgic .. :(
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Where'd you go..I miss you so..!
I look at you..and then I silently look away..
A million things inside my head..a hundred things I need to say..
Without you..i don’t belong anywhere
But somewhere you have forgotten..the special friendship we shared..
‘WE’..dont make sense anymore..
It feels as if you’ve sailed far away..and I’m waiting at the shore Night after night I stare into space..
Conjure up dreams and imagine your face
They say I’m better off w/o you..and I know they are right
But i've been walking through darkness for so long..that its hard to see the light
In no time we’ll move our separate ways and I’ll be a distant memory to you
But you are one of the people I’ll never forget..one of the very few
You seem to have moved on..have found other people to call your own
I do have a crowd surrounding me..but i've never felt so alone
I know you hurt me..and made tears flow endlessly..
But now I promise to move on..not for you..but to set myself free…!
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Cut.Delete.Renew.Retrieve.
We are back to "mentalshental" because after all the 'soul searching' i decided to just switch back to the original one...You know how they say -"Don't mend it if it's not broken"....
Tale of ice tea,momos and zero balance..
Finally the exams are at bay and i'm free of the excruciating pain of spoiling my sleep and studying for hours on stretch.Now i can concentrate on more important activities like..ummm?? update my blog for one,get my cell recharged, make plans for teachers day and 17th b'day,update my blog,catch the movie rock on, eat ,waste my time on tv and net and yeah..update my blog!
So here i am after over 2 weeks of silence and it would be nice if the "exams" were not mentioned. ehm,for obvious reasons.So unlike every year i did not go anywhere after my terms except attend my tuitions of course(ur obviously thinking i'm a big nerd ,aren't u?? oh come on..spit it out!!).The reason being that we have huge plans (read no plans at all because the task of fixing a place has been left on souls like gaurav/hemant blah blah..) for teachers day and i'm gonna be wearing a sarreeee...i know sound 'aunty like' but i cant wait.So i went to GIP today because i was craving for hot choco fudge,but before that i had my share of kebabs and i needed ice tea! But the insane woman at the counter kept telling me to wait.I finished my food,nibbled from my mums plate,blackmailed my bro to give me his Kathi roll but still no ice tea.And then the woman has the nerve to come and tell me that their machine has broken down so i can choose between coke/pepsi/sprite/limca/fanta.So i told her..i dont wanna know the beverages on your menu,i want my ice tea or my money,anyway so after 10 more mins of argument my mum told me to shut it and has pepsi instead.So..is the title making sense now??
After wandering through every store including archies,pantaloons,matikar i finally found the perfect earing to go with my saare.Do i sound like a retard? I'm just a heck excited!
And my cell balance is exactly 0.8 rs and cannot message/give a call/missed call/mms(dirty thoughts hun?) to anyone which explains why my phone is beeping and i'm not even bothering to get up.My marginal utility is going way down(had an eco exams aaj..i guess that must have solved your query).
Oh i completely forgot the momos..So after my tuition i had an appointment at the doctor and i had been waiting for an hour,minus the head phones and minus my balance of course and i was bored.Bored is the most civil word to describe how a person feels 9 hours after giving the last exam,after a 2 hours tution,empty stomach (told ya..no icetea :( ) and after waiting for 1 and a half hour at some stupid eye clinic cause the doc is stuck in the traffic jam!! And to top it all my mum wont let me have the momos cause according to her 'it would not look nice to eat in a clinic'.So i waited..and waited and waited..until the doc came..My work was done in 5 mins and then i opened momos ka packet..and out comes "veg" momos..!!! UGHHHH..(its a tuesday).So now u have a fair idea how my 'last day of exam ' went! Sigh..this is life...
So here i am after over 2 weeks of silence and it would be nice if the "exams" were not mentioned. ehm,for obvious reasons.So unlike every year i did not go anywhere after my terms except attend my tuitions of course(ur obviously thinking i'm a big nerd ,aren't u?? oh come on..spit it out!!).The reason being that we have huge plans (read no plans at all because the task of fixing a place has been left on souls like gaurav/hemant blah blah..) for teachers day and i'm gonna be wearing a sarreeee...i know sound 'aunty like' but i cant wait.So i went to GIP today because i was craving for hot choco fudge,but before that i had my share of kebabs and i needed ice tea! But the insane woman at the counter kept telling me to wait.I finished my food,nibbled from my mums plate,blackmailed my bro to give me his Kathi roll but still no ice tea.And then the woman has the nerve to come and tell me that their machine has broken down so i can choose between coke/pepsi/sprite/limca/fanta.So i told her..i dont wanna know the beverages on your menu,i want my ice tea or my money,anyway so after 10 more mins of argument my mum told me to shut it and has pepsi instead.So..is the title making sense now??
After wandering through every store including archies,pantaloons,matikar i finally found the perfect earing to go with my saare.Do i sound like a retard? I'm just a heck excited!
And my cell balance is exactly 0.8 rs and cannot message/give a call/missed call/mms(dirty thoughts hun?) to anyone which explains why my phone is beeping and i'm not even bothering to get up.My marginal utility is going way down(had an eco exams aaj..i guess that must have solved your query).
Oh i completely forgot the momos..So after my tuition i had an appointment at the doctor and i had been waiting for an hour,minus the head phones and minus my balance of course and i was bored.Bored is the most civil word to describe how a person feels 9 hours after giving the last exam,after a 2 hours tution,empty stomach (told ya..no icetea :( ) and after waiting for 1 and a half hour at some stupid eye clinic cause the doc is stuck in the traffic jam!! And to top it all my mum wont let me have the momos cause according to her 'it would not look nice to eat in a clinic'.So i waited..and waited and waited..until the doc came..My work was done in 5 mins and then i opened momos ka packet..and out comes "veg" momos..!!! UGHHHH..(its a tuesday).So now u have a fair idea how my 'last day of exam ' went! Sigh..this is life...
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